Drifted away

It has been a long time since I had posted anything as my holidays are over. I spent most of my free time resting, playing guitar or spending time with my girlfriend.

One of the things that has been bothering me this week is some people who were close to me are slowly drifting away. I know there is this saying, “people come and people go”, however, I’m sure all of us will be upset when that person who meant something to us and just drifts away.

When some people decided to stop talking or connecting with me… I will somehow put the blame on myself and think that I should have done something about it, and now it is all too late. However, when I think again, I did really try my best to maintain the relationship.

Recently, I have been having lesser and lesser conversations with this person and this person is the first person that I looked up to as a leader. Still do, in fact. Well, I hope things will be different and better soon. I’m just lost for time being…

For now, I know it’s time for me to let all my negative thoughts go, go out and start again. I know it’s not that easy but I believe I can persevere with God’s guidance.