song writing #1

its time to let go
even it takes very slow
i know theres no more hello
and its time me to grow

i hope youre happy
& ill never forget
how you make me sweat
when i look into your eyes
the first time we met

after so long
i still try to be strong
not that i cant get over you
but i just somehow let
the memories run through


to be continued...

Cheap trick

I want you to want me
I need you to need me
I'd love you to love me
I'm begging you to beg me

Didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you crying?
Oh, didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you crying?
Feeling all alone without a friend, you know you feel like dying 
Oh, didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you crying?

Squad

I just love spending time with my secondary friends. All of us went through hell lot of things together... And I will never forget all the stupid things we do together. Whenever I'm with them... I can let down my hair(still botak) and just do super random things and all of us will just laugh out loud.

Here's a mini rap to my beautiful friend, Tsz Ho, created by me within 5mins:

 

I like your manboobs and I cannot lie 

When I touch your butt I get high

All of my life I'm looking for a guy 

That can hold me super super tight 

I won't let you out of my sight 

Even when the ocean is on high tide 

2016

Happy new year everybody

For you

"Tenerife Sea by Ed Sheeran"

You look so wonderful in your dress

I love your hair like that

The way it falls on the side of your neck

Down your shoulders and back

We are surrounded by all of these lies

And people who talk too much

You got the kind of look in your eyes

As if no one knows anything but us

Should this be the last thing I see

I want you to know it's enough for me

'Cause all that you are is all that I'll ever need

I'm so in love, so in love

So in love, so in love

You look so beautiful in this light

Your silhouette over me

The way it brings out the blue in your eyes

Is the Tenerife Sea

And all of the voices surrounding us here

They just fade out when you take a breath

Just say the word and I will disappear

Into the wilderness

Should this be the last thing I see

I want you to know it's enough for me

'Cause all that you are is all that I'll ever need

I'm so in love, so in love

So in love, so in love

Lumière, darling

Lumière over me

Should this be the last thing I see

I want you to know it's enough for me

'Cause all that you are is all that I'll ever need

I'm so in love, so in love

So in love, love, love, love,

So in love

You look so wonderful in your dress

I love your hair like that

And in a moment I knew you, Beth

Coxswain!

Finally... 3 weeks of boatman course is now over. No more wet boots, sandy uniform, carrying all the heavy boats, sunburnt, abrasion and many more! However, I'm gonna miss this 3 weeks too... I'm gonna miss the view on the ocean, the clouds, the wind when my boat is going full speed and definitely gonna miss handling the boat. 

Next.. Battalion life, it's a tough road, but I know I can do through Him :) 

Meanwhile, I'm currently listening to Daniela Andrade's music. She's just amazing haha 

Late Night Inspiration

Finally, second week of boatman course is over now. I got sunburn pretty badly. However, my mom went overseas and I'm all alone at home. I decided to pick up my guitar and play four chords, and wrote down whatever came into my mind and make it into a song(somehow). It had been a long long time since I did this! Well, time to get some rest now :) 

On My Mind

"its too bad that we have to part

however, you took my heart

months after months i keep on dreaming

that one day you come back running

into my arms

into my arms

i know that you had move on

and we are not on talking terms

but i hope that one day we are

able to let bygones be bygones

and i shall move on

and i shall move on

ill never forget all the time we spent

your strong vanilla scent

how you laughed at my pronunciation

and of course, all the frustration

we went through

we went through

honestly, you had taught me a lot

trust me, i went through a lot of thoughts

and i will use all these to improve myself

before i find somebody else

thank you for that

thank you for that

never let any guy bully you

because i know you are strong

after knowing you for so long

you are like neil armstrong(oops)

never forget that

never forget that"